7.31.2006

DAY 20 ; LEBANON UNDER SEIGE & ATTACK - 48 hours - ANOTHER LETTER FROM A FRIEND IN BEIRUT

Beyrouth, le 31/07/06

48 heures.
48 heures d’accalmie.
48 heures pour se préparer psychologiquement au déluge.
48 heures pour permettre à certains d’aller vérifier s’il reste quelque chose à sauver dans ce qui fût un jour leur maison, leur quartier, leur village...
Ainsi ceux-là perdront à jamais le sens de l’orientation et la notion d’espace...
ils ne retrouverons ni leurs maisons, ni leur quartier, ni les ruelles,
et parfois même pas le village...
48 heures pour noyer ce qui reste de la notion du temps...
ici, on ne sait plus quel jour de la semaine on est,
on ne se retrouve plus avec les dates: aujourd’hui c’est le jour 20.
Aujourd’hui quand on m’a appelé pour me dire qu’on avait besoin de lait pour un enfant qui n’a que 25 jours, je me suis dit: il avait 5 jours quand ça a commencé.

48 heures pour faire de sorte à ce que le monde oubli ce qui s’est passé hier à Cana.

48heures pour que ceux qui avaient décidé de rester mourir dans leur jardin au Sud, prennent la route vers le Nord...
le jardin n’est plus là pour qu’ils y meurent.
Ils ont marché dans la poussière, dans les décombres,
laissant derrière eux leur vie... et des cadavres...
Ils ont marché, terrorisés d’être bombardés comme beaucoup d’autres avant eux... certains avaient des enfants dans les bras... j’ai bien regardé pour m’assurer qu’ils étaient vivants ces enfants... parce qu’ils ne bougeaient pas...
Ils ont beaucoup marché, mais ce soir ils étaient assis sur le bord de la route ne sachant où aller... plus de place dans les écoles et les lieux publics...

48 heures qui ont aussi permis à la croix rouge d’arriver à certains villages du trés Sud Liban... non, pas tous les villages, certains comme Blila où on sait que 300 personnes sont bloquées sans vivres restent inaccessibles...

Mais Bint Jbeil, ils ont pu y arriver... à pieds certes...
Le paysage n’est pas seulement apocalyptique, il est surréel!
La déstruction est indéscriptible.
Pour trouver les survivants, il fallait crier et attendre pour localiser les sons, les voix, puis procéder au déterrement...
La plupart de ceux qui étaient resté sont vieux, trés vieux.
certains ne se souviennent plus de leurs âges,
certains ne se souviennent plus de leurs noms!
Ils ne savent plus non plus depuis quand ils se sont cachés dans les abris
où ils étaient désormais prisonniers.

Ainata, la Croix Rouge y a accédé aussi...
à Ainata, les chiens mangeaient les cadavres...
les secouristes ont ramassé des morceaux de cadavres... des pieds...

A Srifa, la Croix Rouge a pu retirer les 26 cadavres des victimes du bombardement du 19 juillet (jour 8).

48 heures pour que dans le silence relatif l’armée Israélienne procède à des enlèvements dans les villages où ses soldats arrivent à s’infiltrer comme à Maroun al Rass.
48 heures d’accalmie qui finalement n’étaient pas si calme que ça... les affrontements dûs aux infiltrations étaient nombreux aujourd’hui... Même Tyr à été bombardée aujourd’hui: un poste de l’armée Libanaise.

Tout ça, je ne sais pas si les médias internationnaux en ont parlé...
Je ne regarde plus les infos sur les chaînes internationales...


N. 07.31.06

Robert Fisk: Qana - 'How can we stand by and allow this to go on?'

7.30.2006

THE CONTINUED SADNESS OF THIS WAR

i would rather not put violent pictures right now, nothing bloody. these photos i found on the internet -


I have immersed myself in work so as not to brood over news
reading has become more painful
the hunger for news from lebanon
the hunger for a sign of this letting up
a light -
the deceiving halt to the air campaign --
after the Qana massacre - what about all the ones last week? the week before?
48 hours they said.
does that mean it will start again
with more strength?
isn't this what they did in palestine in 1948?
terrorized villages into exodus
razed the houses on those who stayed behind
assassinated those who had nowhere else to go
and made sure that those who had left never came back?

it is called 'scorched earth policy'
the history books show it -
the photographs show it -
it is an irrefutable fact.

rolling images
rolling headlines
a pothole in israel for ten houses in lebanon
for ten buildings
for ten neighbourhoods
for ten villages
for people
for families
all but disappear in this blind rage...

and the world watches the hole in the wall in tiberius
rolling on tv screens everywhere
it becomes a rolling image
a miserable rolling image that does not stop
somewhere in there is
a blurb on the atrocity, the mistake, the error, the assumption
the human shield
the pretext
the self defense
some say it is all lies
i say both sides lie
but not at the expense of lives

i did not write a word for i have been unable to
on the day the army was bombed
someone i know perished
35
family, kids,
nothing hizballah - christian actually
it took sometime for me assimilate
the family shrouded in black
wailing in utter loss, destitute, and lost - all asking why this had to be?
he was wrapped in The Lebanese Flag and lowered into the dirt to become it.

i hear that beirut smells
i hear that people are coughing
i hear that there's no sun there
that there are gases
and so much dust, it has no where to settle.
the smells have made people sick
there is waste
bombs
people
chemicals
sulfur
grays
browns
and a black sea about to boil
the sea
our devastated sea, it's waves muted by the oil slick
up to 30000 tons of oil have been spilled into it -
thank you israel
for miserably failing at destroying hizballah
and for destroying lebanon
our forests are now burning
our sea has become an oil well
our economy impoverished
is that what you set out to do?

rumor has it you have had this plan on your shelf for a while now - is that true?

there is no collateral damage in this war
there is damage
enough of it to build a memorial wall on our border in the south
a wall of debris so high and so long
that your grandchildren will have no choice but to ask about it
and when they do, what would you say?

these are the remains of the cities we destroyed for a peace we could not find
these are the remains of the lives we took for the enemies we had created
these are the remains of the memories we forewent
these are the remains of the what we will not write in our history books
these are the remains of what you will never learn about how our nation truly came to be because our government has not declassified our archives?

i wonder if the wall of debris from all these villages can be as long as our southern border?
perhaps it can, perhaps not,
lest we forget - the wall of debris would be a memorial

for both nations -
war is not, has not been, and will never be the answer.
do we constantly need to be reminded?


>O. 7.30.06


THE SCAR OF ISREAL - A CANVAS FOR PALESTINIAN REVOLT

The apartheid wall of palestine is one of the most evident signs of modern day racism and injustice. It folds in stolen land. Isolates minds, and ultimately depresses Jerusalem, a holy city slowly becoming unholy. View this link.

ISRAEL'S PREPLANNED WAR

QANA - Israel: Strike was a 'mistake'

one mistake after the other
one massacre after the other

"The building itself was not targeted," Israeli government spokeswoman Miri Eisen told CNN. "The building itself was next to the rocket-launcher sites and we are targeting all of those rocket-launcher sites. This was a mistake and we will have a full investigation."

THIS IS WHERE WE'VE BEEN WOUNDED

7.29.2006

BLACK SEA

7.23.2006

LEBANON UNDER SIEGE & ATTACK: DAY 11 - another letter from a friend a beirut

LEBANON UNDER SIEGE & ATTACK: DAY 11

Beyrouth, le 22/07/06


pourquoi le soleil ne se lève plus à beyrouth?
pourquoi l’air est si lourd?
pourquoi je tousse tellement la nuit?
pourquoi il y a tellement de nuages en juillet?
pourquoi la mer est-elle noire?
pourquoi les gardénias sur mon balcon fleurissent et meurent si vite?
pourquoi il y a de plus en plus de mouches chez moi?
pourquoi les étrangers sont-ils évacués?
pourquoi tous ces libanais ont plus qu’une seule nationalité?
pourquoi israel ne veut pas la paix?
pourquoi les médias ne racontent pas ce qui se passe ici?
pourquoi les enfants meurent-ils?
pourquoi j’ai tout le temps cette boule dans la gorge?
pourquoi je n’entends plus les oiseaux le matin?
pourquoi on n’allume plus le jardin en face de chez moi la nuit?
pourquoi israel est un état térroriste?
pourquoi le monde laisse faire?
pourquoi on n’appelle pas les choses par leur nom?
pourquoi je n’ai pas peur?
pourquoi toutes me pièces parlent de la guerre?
pourquoi l’amérique soutient-elle le terrorisme?
pourquoi les américains ne savent pas où se trouve le Liban?
pourquoi autant de haine?
pourquoi suis-je libanais?
pourquoi il fait tellement humide?
pourquoi suis-je né dans cette partie du monde?
pourquoi je sursaute à chaque obus qui tombe?
pourquoi je dors trés peu?
pourquoi je n’arrive pas à travailler?
pourquoi j’ai tout le temps soif?
pourquoi j’ai tellement besoin de m’essuyer les yeux?
pourquoi je suis tout le temps fatigué?
pourquoi les obus ont des sons si différents?
pourquoi il fait tellement chaud?


7.22.2006

Beirut's Young, in the Middle, See Future Take a Dark Turn - NY TIMES

7.21.2006

"TURN BACK THE CLOCK IN LEBANON 20 YEARS"

July 21 -2006: 362 Dead, 1350 Wounded





unclaimed dead in TYR

To date billions of dollars worth of damage has been inflicted on Lebanon. Who will compensate Lebanon for this?



beirut










jezzine

PARADISE LOST

Lost (July 19)

Paradise Lost
By: Robert Fisk, The Independent - United Kingdom
Published: July 19, 2006

In the year 551, the magnificent, wealthy city of Berytus - headquarters of the imperial East Mediterranean Roman fleet - was struck by a massive earthquake. In its after math, these a with drew several miles and the survivors - ancestors of the present-day Lebanese - walked out on the sands to loot the long-sunken merchant ships revealed in front of them.

That was when a tidal wall higher than a tsunami returned to swamp the city and kill them all. So savagely was the old Beirut damaged that the Emperor Justinian sent gold from Constantinople as compensation to every family left alive. Some cities seem forever doomed. When the Crusaders arrived at Beirut on their way to Jerusalem in the 11th century, they slaughtered every man, woman and child in the city. In the First World War, Ottoman Beirut suffered a terrible famine' the Turkish army had commandeered all the grain and the Allied powers blockaded the coast. I still have some ancient postcards I bought here 30 years ago of stick-like children standing in an orphanage, naked and abandoned.

An American woman living in Beirut in 1916 described how she "passed women and children lying by the roadside with closed eyes and ghastly, pale faces. It was a common thing to find people searching the garbage heaps for orange peel, old bones or other refuse, and eating them greedily when found. Everywhere women could be seen seeking eatable weeds among the grass along the roads..."

How does this happen to Beirut? For 30 years, I've watched this place die and then rise from the grave and then die again, its apartment blocks pitted with so many bullets they looked like Irish lace, its people massacring each other.

I lived here through 15 years of civil war that took 150,000 lives, and two Israeli invasions and years of Israeli bombardments that cost the lives of a further 20,000 of its people. I have seen them armless, legless, headless, knifed, bombed and splashed across the walls of houses. Yet they are a fine, educated, moral people whose generosity amazes every foreigner, whose gentleness puts any Westerner to shame, and whose suffering we almost always ignore.

They look like us, the people of Beirut. They have light-coloured skin and speak beautiful English and French. They travel the world. Their women are gorgeous and their food exquisite. But what are we saying of their fate today as the Israelis - in some of their cruellest attacks on this city and the surrounding countryside - tear them from their homes, bomb them on river bridges, cut them off from food and water and electricity? We say that they started this latest war, and we compare their appalling casualties - 240 in all of Lebanon by last night - with Israel's 24 dead, as if the figures are the same.

And then, most disgraceful of all, we leave the Lebanese to their fate like a diseased people and spend our time evacuating our precious foreigners while tut-tutting about Israel's "disproportionate" response to the capture of its soldiers by Hizbollah.

I walked through the deserted city centre of Beirut yesterday and it reminded more than ever of a film lot, a place of dreams too beautiful to last, a phoenix from the ashes of civil war whose plumage was so brightly coloured that it blinded its own people. This part of the city - once a Dresden of ruins - was rebuilt by Rafiq Hariri, the prime minister who was murdered scarcely a mile away on 14 February last year.

The wreckage of that bomb blast, an awful precursor to the present war in which his inheritance is being vandalised by the Israelis, still stands beside the Mediterranean, waiting for the last UN investigator to look for clues to the assassination - an investigator who has long ago abandoned this besieged city for the safety of Cyprus.

At the empty Etoile restaurant - best snails and cappuccino in Beirut, where Hariri once dined Jacques Chirac - I sat on the pavement and watched the parliamentary guard still patrolling the faade of the French-built emporium that houses what is left of Lebanon's democracy. So many of these streets were built by Parisians under the French mandate and they have been exquisitely restored, their mock Arabian doorways bejewelled with marble Roman columns dug from the ancient Via Maxima a few metres away.

Hariri loved this place and, taking Chirac for a beer one day, he caught sight of me sitting at a table. "Ah Robert, come over here," he roared and then turned to Chirac like a cat that was about to eat a canary. "I want to introduce you, Jacques, to the reporter who said I couldn't rebuild Beirut!"

And now it is being un-built. The Martyr Rafiq Hariri International Airport has been attacked three times by the Israelis, its glistening halls and shopping malls vibrating to the missiles that thunder into the runways and fuel depots. Hariri's wonderful transnational highway viaduct has been broken by Israeli bombers. Most of his motorway bridges have been destroyed. The Roman-style lighthouse has been smashed by a missile from an Apache helicopter. Only this small jewel of a restaurant in the centre of Beirut has been spared. So far.

It is the slums of Haret Hreik and Ghobeiri and Shiyah that have been levelled and "rub-ble-ised" and pounded to dust, sending a quarter of a million Shia Muslims to seek sanctuary in schools and abandoned parks across the city. Here, indeed, was the headquarters of Hizbollah, another of those "centres of world terror" which the West keeps discovering in Muslim lands. Here lived Sayed Hassan Nasrallah, the Party of God's leader, a ruthless, caustic, calculating man' and Sayad Mohamed Fadlallah, among the wisest and most eloquent of clerics' and many of Hizbollah's top military planners - including, no doubt, the men who planned over many months the capture of the two Israeli soldiers last Wednesday.

But did the tens of thousands of poor who live here deserve this act of mass punishment? For a country that boasts of its pin-point accuracy - a doubtful notion in any case, but that's not the issue - what does this act of destruction tell us about Israel? Or about ourselves?

In a modern building in an undamaged part of Beirut, I come, quite by chance, across a well known and prominent Hizbollah figure, open-neck white shirt, dark suit, clean shoes. "We will go on if we have to for days or weeks or months or..." And he counts these awful statistics off on the fingers of his left hand. "Believe me, we have bigger surprises still to come for the Israelis - much bigger, you will see. Then we will get our prisoners and it will take just a few small concessions."

I walk outside, feeling as if I have been beaten over the head. Over the wall opposite there is purple bougainvillaea and white jasmine and a swamp of gardenias. The Lebanese love flowers, their colour and scent, and Beirut is draped in trees and bushes that smell like paradise.

As for the huddled masses southern slums of Haret Hreik, I found hundreds of them yesterday, sitting under trees and lying on the parched grass beside an ancient fountain donated to the city of Beirut by the Ottoman Sultan Abdul-Hamid. How empires fall.

Far away, across the Mediterranean, two American helicopters from the USS Iwo Jima could be seen, heading through the mist and smoke towards the US embassy bunker complex at Awkar to evacuate more citizens of the American Empire. There was not a word from that same empire to help the people lying in the park, to offer them food or medical aid.

And across them all has spread a dark grey smoke that works its way through the entire city, the fires of oil terminals and burning buildings turning into a cocktail of sulphurous air that moves below our doors and through our windows. I smell it when I wake in the morning. Half the people of Beirut are coughing in this filth, breathing their own destruction as they contemplate their dead.

The anger that any human soul should feel at such suffering and loss was expressed so well by Lebanon's greatest poet, the mystic Khalil Gibran, when he wrote of the half million Lebanese who died in the 1916 famine, most of them residents of Beirut:

My people died of hunger, and he who

Did not perish from starvation was

Butchered with the sword'

They perished from hunger In a land rich with milk and honey.

They died because the vipers and

Sons of vipers spat out poison into

The space where the Holy Cedars and

The roses and the jasmine breathe

Their fragrance.

And the sword continues to cut its way through Beirut. When part of an aircraft - perhaps the wing-tip of an F-16 hit by a missile, although the Israelis deny this - came streaking out of the sky over the eastern suburbs at the weekend, I raced to the scene to find a partly decapitated driver in his car and three Lebanese soldiers from the army's logistics unit. These are the tough, brave non-combat soldiers of Kfar Chim, who have been mending power and water lines these past six days to keep Beirut alive.

I knew one of them. "Hello Robert, be quick because I think the Israelis will bomb again but we'll show you everything we can." And they took me through the fires to show me what they could of the wreckage, standing around me to protect me.

And a few hours later, the Israelis did come back, as the men of the small logistics unit were going to bed, and they bombed the barracks and killed 10 soldiers, including those three kind men who looked after me amid the fires of Kfar Chim.

And why? Be sure - the Israelis know what they are hitting. That's why they killed nine soldiers near Tripoli when they bombed the military radio antennas. But a logistics unit? Men whose sole job was to mend electricity lines? And then it dawns on me. Beirut is to die. It is to be starved of electricity now that the power station in Jiyeh is on fire. No one is to be allowed to keep Beirut alive. So those poor men had to be liquidated.

Beirutis are tough people and are not easily moved. But at the end of last week, many of them were overcome by a photograph in their daily papers of a small girl, discarded like a broken flower in a field near Ter Harfa, her feet curled up, her hand resting on her torn blue pyjamas, her eyes - beneath long, soft hair - closed, turned away from the camera. She had been another "terrorist" target of Israel and several people, myself among them, saw a frightening similarity between this picture and the photograph of a Polish girl lying dead in a field beside her weeping sister in 1939.

I go home and flick through my files, old pictures of the Israeli invasion of 1982. There are more photographs of dead children, of broken bridges. "Israelis Threaten to Storm Beirut", says one headline. "Israelis Retaliate". "Lebanon At War". "Beirut Under Siege". "Massacre at Sabra and Chatila".

Yes, how easily we forget these earlier slaughters. Up to 1,700 Palestinians were butchered at Sabra and Chatila by Israel's proxy Christian militia allies in September of 1982 while Israeli troops - as they later testified to Israel's own court of inquiry - watched the killings. I was there. I stopped counting the corpses when I reached 100. Many of the women had been raped before being knifed or shot.

Yet when I was fleeing the bombing of Ghobeiri with my driver Abed last week, we swept right past the entrance of the camp, the very spot where I saw the first murdered Palestinians. And we did not think of them. We did not remember them. They were dead in Beirut and we were trying to stay alive in Beirut, as I have been trying to stay alive here for 30 years.

I am back on the sea coast when my mobile phone rings. It is an Israeli woman calling me from the United States, the author of a fine novel about the Palestinians. "Robert, please take care," she says. "I am so, so sorry about what is being done to the Lebanese. It is unforgivable. I pray for the Lebanese people, and the Palestinians, and the Israelis." I thank her for her thoughtfulness and the graceful, generous way she condemned this slaughter.

Then, on my balcony - a glance to checkthe location of the Israeli gunboat far out in the sea-smog - I find older clippings. This is from an English paper in 1840, when Beirut was a great Ottoman city. "Beyrouth" was the dateline. "Anarchy is now the order of the day, our properties and personal safety are endangered, no satisfaction can be obtained, and crimes are committed with impunity. Several Europeans have quitted their houses and suspended their affairs, in order to find protection in more peaceable countries."

On my dining-room wall, I remember, there is a hand-painted lithograph of French troops arriving in Beirut in 1842 to protect the Christian Maronites from the Druze. They are camping in the Jardin des Pins, which will later become the site of the French embassy where, only a few hours ago, I saw French men and women registering for their evacuation. And outside the window, I hear again the whisper of Israeli jets, hidden behind the smoke that now drifts 20 miles out to sea.

Fairouz, the most popular of Lebanese singers, was to have performed at this year's Baalbek festival, cancelled now like all Lebanon's festivals of music, dance, theatre and painting. One of her most popular songs is dedicated to her native city:

To Beirut - peace to Beirut with all my heart

And kisses - to the sea and clouds,

To the rock of a city that looks like an old sailor's face.

From the soul of her people she makes wine,

From their sweat, she makes bread and jasmine.

So how did it come to taste of smoke and fire?

'Disgracefully, we evacuate our precious foreigners and just leave the Lebanese to their fate'.

LEBANON: THE ONSLAUGH - DAY 10 ANOTHER LETTER FROM A FRIEND IN BEIRUT

MASSACRE ET FOSSES COMMUNES


En ce moment à Tyr,
on procède à l'enterrement de 84 cadavres.
ça a lieu dans une fosse commune, dans une caserne de l'armée libanaise.
les autorités libanaises ont donné leur feu vert parce qu'il est impossible de transporter les cadavres ailleurs... et que leurs familles respectives sont dans l'incapacité de les récupérer...
les cadavres sont placés dans des boites en bois (de tailles différentes, certaines sont trés petites) sur lesquelles sont sprayés des noms et des numéros.
ceux qui les transportent ne portent pas tous des masques.
les camions qui les transportent vers les tranchées seront-ils aussi bombardés?
vive l'humanité
vive la paix


>N. 7.21.06

7.20.2006

STORY ON TYRE WORTH NOTING

7.19.2006

LEBANON UNDER SIEGE - DAY 8, LETTER FROM A FRIEND IN BEIRUT

le Liban assiégé et bombardé: jour 8


A vous tous qui avez fait preuve de solidarité, je vous fait part d’un certain nombre de réflexions qui pourraient éclaircir des aspects souvent omis ou masqués par les médias.

Cela m’aide aussi à continuer de réfléchir... vous savez, avec ce qui se passe, le degré de violence, d’inhumanité, de haine; il devient difficile de réfléchir...
Mais c’est surtout pour pouvoir partager avec vous des vérités que je ressasse à longueur de journée...
pour que vous puissiez peut-être à votre tour en faire part à d’autres...

Je ne sais pas si nous serons là demain pour en témoigner...

Je peut me tromper sur l’aspect anylitique des choses, mais il y a un aspect factuel qui est évident...
A vous de faire la part des choses...

Ce qui se passe au Liban n’est pas une attaque ciblée contre le Hizbollah,
Il sagit d’une guerre systématique et féroce, trés bien préparée et planifiée
ayant pour but la déstruction pure et simple et l’anéantissement d’un pays
et peut-être plus tard de sa population qu’en ce moment on se contente d’asphyxier...

Le bilan au bout de huit jours:
Plus de 300 victimes.
Plus de 1000 bléssés.
Plus de 500.000 déplacés

La plupart des victims et des bléssés sont des femmes, des enfants et des vieillards.
En ce qui concernent les déplacés il est à noter que la population libanaise totalise 3,5 millions d’individus.
Pour ceux d’entre vous qui connaissent le jardin de Sanayeh à Beyrouth,
600 personnes y ont élu domicile, il dorment à la belle étoile depuis 5 jours...
les autres sont logés dans les écoles.
Les bombardements ont jusque là touchés
tous les ports et aéroports du pays,
toute l’infrastucture du pays,
tous les ponts,
toutes les routes menant vers la Syrie,
tous les radars,
une partie de la structure des télécommunications,
des dépots de nourritures,
des usines de produits laitiers,
des fermes,
des églises,
des mosqués,
des écoles,
des orphelinats,
des quartiers résidentiels,
des cars transportant des réfugiés,
des ambulances,
des locaux de la FINUL,
des centrales éléctriques,
les réserves de fuels et d’eau,
des stations services,
des camions transportant des aides humanitaires.
Il y a certe des régions qui sont jusque là épargnées... mais Achrafieh par exemple, a été bombardée ce matin...
Plus de 50% du territoire libanais est systématiquement bombardé.
La banlieue sud du Liban est pratiquement rasée.
Beaucoup de villages du Sud sont rasés.
Beaucoup de régions sont inaccessibles et donc manquent de vivres et de médicaments,
le transport des malades et des bléssés est rendu impossible.
Des familles entières sont massacrées. On a recours déjà à des fosses communes.


Les Nations Unies, les grandes puissances, les dirigeants;
nous, on y croit plus depuis longtemps, nous savons qu’ils sont tout aussi complices que coupables...
mais les gens, les êtres humains, ceux qui étaient dans la rue pour condamner la guerre en Iraq...
le fait qu’eux aussi soient silencieux et indifférents... qu’ils laissent faire... ça nous empêche de continuer à respirer....

Ceci dit, je pense que le plus important c’est que tout cela se sache!

>N. 7.19.06

WHEN DEMOCRACY ALMOST WORKED

some time, in a not so long and distant past
we propagated democracy
democracy won
it took hold
it was our dream
it was the dream of israel to have a democratic palestine
it was the dream of palestine to have a democratic election
both those dreams happened
until, that is, it came about
that the democratically elected government is one not to israel's liking


hamas suddenly became the legitimate voice of palestine
it was an unsettling day for israel
very much so,
it was almost mournful.
is it mournful because they realized that had pushed the palestinian population so far
that they gave them no option but to vote Hamas in? Yes.
is it mournful because they knew that hamas would not negotiate unless all disputed issues were on the table? Yes.
is it mournful because they lost the choice of having this land be pure of religion? Yes.
is it mournful because they realized they had spent so much time miscalculating the consequences of their oppression? Yes.
that they had pushed their palestinian brethren into so much desperation as to vote for hamas - a declared enemy of israel -
thus, the cycles of violence continue -
with no King Solomon in sight.
Jewish wisdom seems to have veered so far off its roots, that it is no longer Jewish.


then the onslaughts began
gaza -
then lebanon
how do we undermine a democratically elected government that we do not like?
besiege its people
lobby to stop their international support
starve them
cut their power
contaminate their water
demolish their homes
punish them for voting their government into office
and refusing to negotiate with their government
because, they would be very hard and tenacious negotiators
just like us -
we cannot negotiate with hard negotiators for we cannot purchase their decisions.
they are uncapitalist.


could you imagine if the US and USSR did the same thing to each other during the cold war?
the world as we know it today would not exist.
brave people and brave nations sit at a table and look each other in the eye
and reach comprehensive solutions -
are either israel or palestine truly brave enough to do that?
it seems the former is not
it let the past rule it's future
and the latter is so undermined, it is left abject.


right now,
it seems neither party is mature enough -
the onus here though lies in the more powerful aggressor.
israel calls for peace -
'all we need is peace' -
'to live peacefully on our land' -
if that were true then why not sit and talk through it with their enemies?
peace for israel is peace for palestine
and vice versa
the ace for peace is in israel's hand - it has chose not to deal it
Yet.
Peace can only be achieved with the establishment of conditions acceptable to both parties.
what is the point of creating a nation constantly at war?
with the world - and ultimately with itself - for it is it's own worst enemy.

the compehensive settlement that the world dreams of can only happen when the terms are aggreed upon,
not imposed
imposition undermines freedom


agree to negotiate with everything on the table -
and see what happens


the radicals on both sides will become marginalized
and peace will win
not war


this is not happening right now -
sadly -

in this battle for emptiness
there will be no winners
there will be faces lost
there will be nations robbed
souls forfeited
children made aware that the enemies live next door
that enemies can never become trusted friends


the ultimate question is
who are the enemies of democracy?
lebanon and palestine are the two nations that fully embraced democracy
the irony is - they are both being crushed.


Is this the beginning of democracy's demise?
when did the votes stop counting for much?


barring all of what i am saying above -
the beast of war should stop
and the table for peace should become round -
not oblong
not rectangular
but round


everyone should come down to earth
so when the sky falls
everyone is simply human
and there is only one god
and god does not choose
he only observes.




>O.7.18.06

THE SADNESS OF THIS WAR

THE SADNESS OF THIS WAR



i read somewhere that on a violent july night, it poured rain in beirut - it was the night of the 15th.
it did rain - water
as the bombs fell

these days are the saddest days for the middle-east -
i think so - historically -
numerous massacres are going on -
this is the bloodiest war -
beirut's southern suburb is flattened - literally - It is less than a mile down from my grandparent's house.
only four members of hizballah have parished in this onslaught, the rest have been civilians - not hizballah disguised as civilians - the dead are civilians, women, children, more so than men -

the bridges have been bombed -
the gas stations burnt -
then people in the south are asked forced to leave their homes
and the attacks continue as they leave -
phosphoric bombs set the occasional escaping family ablaze
those weapons are banned -- no civilized country uses them --
the villages and homes they left behind then demolished and flattened.
so they would never be habitable again
israel will see to it that they do not return to their homes

lebanon's infrastructure is not israel's to destroy
lebanese people's souls, land, and homes are not israel's to vanquish
the devastation that is being reeked on a peaceful people is unjust, brutal, and evil.

both hizballah and israel are culpable here -
hizballah is a militia
but israel is a nation
if hizballah is considered barbaric
israel is proving more so
it has proved that it could do this a thousand fold
three times in my lifetime - clocked at almost ten years -
1982 when i was at school during finals - aircraft sliced the lebanese sky and dropped bombs
1996 when i was away from lebanon -
2006
will it stop? no.


israel is now bombing the lebanese army - no proven link to hizbullah
the army is not involved in the fight - why is it being bombed?
it bombed Jbeil - no link
it bombed residential buildings in sour - no link
it bombed Jamhour - no link
it bombed baabda - no link
it bombed wadi chahrour - no link
it bombed a church in rashaya - with people praying - no link
it bombed zahle - no link
it bombed an ambulance - no link
it bombed jezzine - no link
it bombed residential buildings where people died - no link
it bombed manara - the lighthouse - it is a landmark - an emblem that outlasted the war -- no link
can we trust that it is capable of chasing down hizballah?
consensus is 'no'
so far - only real people have parished
so far israel wants to destroy lebanon


nothing can ever justify such brutality- the ports in the north, south, jounieh, jezzine, the buildings in sour, the people on the winding escape routes
hizbullah has nothing to do with a lot of it - Israel's actions are not pre-emptive measures, they go much farther -
why bomb a bridge when you can create a crater in the road?
why bomb the power plants when you can bomb the power-lines?
why bomb the sea ports when you have a naval blockade?
why inflict terror when you have the power to conduct a circumspect war?
why bomb an army when it's government is pacific?
why shatter the beacon of middle-eastern democracy when you claim to propagate democracy?
why use phosphoric weapons on people when you've been through a holocaust?
why collective punishment when you have technology to be precise?
what gives a nation the right to be intent on inflicting so much damage on another nation - "bomb it back twenty years"?
what gives a nation the right to call itself just when it inflicts injustice on others?
will israel compensate lebanon for destroying it's homes?
will israel have a conscience then?
does it have one now?
did it have one?


hizballah is unforgiving
israel is unforgiving
they are etched on the same coin
i think this time, there will be no forgiveness -
israel does not care for it or the consequences of its war crimes -
and it has lost that privilege, even in the eyes of the moderate lebanese.


that is sad -


we just want it off our land
out of our skies
away from our water
we want to be left alone
we want our air clear of aircraft
clean of fumes
clean of soulless birds

to close the door
and create yet another peaceful lebanon
one with iron walls,
an iron sky,
an iron sea.
and raise yet another beirut - one that cannot trust it's neighbor.



>O. 7.17.06